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first time fully out.

Postby AbbyGray » Sat Dec 16, 2017 3:16 pm

Well that was an informative and nice night. Went fully out for the first time as Abby, make up, tissue paper filled bra etc. It was to a Trans support group but I had to take public transport on very crowded trains full of drunk people. No issues apart from or two puzzled looks. :-)

Meet some brilliant people, and not feeling so isolated in this all, and how lucky I am with the support I have from people close to me. Also I really need to work on my make up! I had a very apologetic lady ask if I was m2f or f2m. I have short hair at the moment, need to grow it out or buy a wig, my clothing must look androgynous, and I need slightly bigger boobs next time, and a better bra.

At the end of the day, I feel good, normal (not much dysphoria, today as i look kind of like what I feel inside, although going bathroom really did not help looking down there though :-() and above all happy with my self which is what I have always wanted and why I am doing this.
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby Roni57 » Sun Dec 17, 2017 1:47 pm

So happy for you!
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby marie » Tue Dec 19, 2017 7:02 am

Get a couple of wigs off Amazon. They're so cheap you can get a couple or three and in my experience look quite real. Make up takes practice but it's not that complicated.

Enjoy it. I wish I could do the same. I see you live near Manchester which is good. It's one of the few cities where you'd see trans people, drag queens and CDs quite regularly and openly. I'd take advantage of that if I could.

Good luck with the journey.
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby AbbyGray » Wed Dec 20, 2017 4:17 am

Actually I did not think about amazon for wig, stupied of me really! :D

Well been ordered, and let's see!
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby MikiSJ » Wed Dec 20, 2017 2:36 pm

Well, Abby - about time.

There was only about 60+ years from the time I tried on my mother's panties to the time I went out as Miki.

As for wigs - I know a good one can be really, really pricey - but a cheap one is well, a cheap one. Since you have now visited the world as Abby, put your big girl panties back on and find a local wig shop that can help you with fit and style and whatever else it takes to make the best choice in a new wig.

Also, there are much better, and inexpensive ways, to pad out a bra than with a bundle of tissue. Bird seed in cutoff nylon stockings will cost you less than £5 and will give you a nice bouncy feeling in your bra.
When writing the next chapter in your life, start with a pencil and eraser - my first page as Miki is full of eraser marks. Doodling is allowed. I have started a new chapter but will still use a pencil.
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby AbbyGray » Thu Dec 21, 2017 1:46 am

Tried a few different fillers such water filled balloons, bird seed makes me itchy when ever I handle it in the past. So ended up getting some breast forms that were on sale. (not the best time of year for surpluses spending!)

Going to see how I get on with the wig, if good then may be get a better one. I know that to buy cheap is to buy twice, but it's a case of what's affordable. planning to grow may hair long again, may be shoulder length. Not the mid back of my youth.
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby MikiSJ » Thu Dec 21, 2017 6:19 am

There is nothing wrong in spend as little as you can. And yes, this is the season of the VISA card.

I have owned five sets of breast forms. The price ranged from ~$50 to ~$300. The best investment I made was to learn how to inject Estradiol Valerate IM into my thigh. I truly understand this might not be the right answer for you at this time, but - and while my breasts are maybe a Size A, it is so nice to see something left on my chest as I take my bra off and the 'breast enhancers'.

One of my girlfriends, 50 at the time we first met, approached her transition very aggressively, but was really worried about her baldness. She was much more fortunate than most of us in her financial situation and sought out help with a wig from a local transgender friendly shop targeting CD/TG/Drag customers.

What she chose, very pricey at ~$1,000 made her. She immediately started the appearance transition from playing dress-up at home to being the attractive woman willing to embrace any situation.

Of course, I realize a $1,000 human hair wig is something that most of us can not/will not buy - but getting the best fitting, best style, best color for you should be your goal. If you can do this inexpensively, then that is what will work for you.

Good luck and keep us in the loop. :)
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby AbbyGray » Sun Dec 24, 2017 9:29 am

Bad post, sorry
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Re: first time fully out.

Postby AbbyGray » Sun Dec 24, 2017 10:08 am

So wig and forms arrived. Had to send the first forms back way to big! I though 44 C would fit my size, but just looked really fake, plus they felt to big. Went with 44 A. Feel better, slightly big but it could be the cloths I tried with them. If going down another cup size would that be a 42A?
The wig, while cheap looks OK from distance, and really helped the disyphoia with the forms when looking at my profile in the mirror. (tears in the eyes) May be a little longer next time as my head size ment it got shorter as it stretched. A bit, so perhaps save and go and get a proper one! also got some skirts and dresses in a charity shop closing down sale (49p each!). Just need a little more make up to hide shadow and help pass a bit better. Oh and shoes, Doc Martin boots don't go with every thing such as floaty dresses. Still Xmas sales coming up! makes up for yesterdays heavy depression and dysphoria. looking forward to going out again more complete and me.

Edit. I think the breast forms may be a bit narrow, for my chest size. Perhaps they will fit better wjen the 44A bra arrives.
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