After my introduction thread, I disappeared from this website. I checked on it every day, but I never posted anything. I was busy, and at the same time I was trying to bring those subliminal thoughts out so I could deal with them -- the little thoughts you get that aren't upsetting by themelves, but build up and up until you're just sad about nothing.
The reason I was doing this is because one of those thoughts was particularly upsetting. Recently I told my "secret" to a friend I thought was close. He didn't believe me! I was trying to explain my situation, but he simply refused to accept I was a girl, even going as far as saying "Is this a joke?" in such a rude way that I wanted to cry. I haven't contacted him since, and he hasn't contacted me either.
Sorry for this, I just needed to vent to get those sumbliminal thoughts out of my head so I can stay positive as I move through this process.